1.2.3.4....18

18 this year and i finally get a birthday surprise by more then five people... isnt dat sweet... haha... its a money free day for me and azmira ii guess... as they planned a hectic day full of surprises... one after the other... in the morning, zu made us this huge shepherds pie... biggest she have ever done... eat until i feel like a stuffed potato... haha... but thanks zu... it is simply delicious... then the day is like any other school day until i figure the is something wrong with my friends... acting all weird and not telling me anything... at first i didn't expect it to be anything about me coz my day was over... but then... hidayat gave me this piece of paper with a map on it... poorly drawn map... i m like shit... then i say nvm... i was abt to leave at that time... but i thought it may spoil their plan... i'm a melancholic as you know... haha... then it bring me to some place and hidayat left me... every one knows i m very restless alone... so i start looking for some thing and text azmira... she thought i was part of the plan and she didn't reply... whatever... the thing is they made me wear a small blind fold due to my 'small' eyes... not putting in mind i have a high nose bridge... so i can see my feet and footsteps... in the end... ama presented us with this brownie cake she made and the rest is above in the images... thanks to all my love... ama huda zu muni yas and hidayat... i enjoyed the day very much... thanx... and also to naddz and reen, since when u r part of this crazy plan.. thanx anw....

nice to meet you

its beel long since i met farhanah in person... its always msn... sms... oovoo... now we actually me... and its amazing that we actually made a date thet we both agree... finally aft six years of unforgetable friendship... thank you for being my good and dearest friend who understands me and my problems... all this years... we have seen each other grow and we also guide each other and help each other out in times of need and lonliness... she will understand me... thanx agian...

ps... i cant keep the present coz it is delicious and already half eaten by the time i post this post... so i can keep the gift in my blog in a form of picture... enjoy...

thank you

i appreciate and would like to thank all who had wished me my birthday today through facebook and also face to face... thank you thank you thank you... and also not forgetting the latest gift from my dearest DID mates... its such an embaressing gift... haha... fortunately u didnt make me open it infront of the whole class... that would be worst... haha... well... i love the gift and i would frame it up... haha... kidding... thanx again... next time shock me aft my critique... u guys almost give me a heart attack... i am all worried... u guys make me even more worried... haha... i enjoyed the day anw... enjoy the images by hidayat... our private 'combat photographer'...

sit and count

its been such a long, weird, tired, and countless week this week... been at dhoby exchange to count the amount of people for my research work... such pathetic task... but what to do... its got to be done... haha... well... after analysing and measuring up the site chosen... this this my presentation board... hope you like it...

i am legally old

stepping into the world of danger, competition and hopefully love... its nt a 'can do it overnight' kind of thing... well let me begin the life of an 18 year old right now... this year i had a very early birthday celebrations... no one was invited as usual... (well who am i, really... not popular enough rite) well i don't really care... one thing i know i am better at most of the things than anyone else... so i don really care abt them... for my beloved friends who remember my day... you love id appreciated very much... for family members who gave me presents be it as small as a keychain from Sweden (zahirah aizet) to as big as a digital photo frame from challenger (zahir) and from the unforgotten double present that's a watch and a bangle (adilah aizet) be it fit or unfit... its ok... at least you remember... from my dearest parents... you contributed to the new handphone i bought (omnia high-definition) is not forgotten... also at this stage i would like to apologise to all who thinks that i am a irritating and to whoever i have nt respected... well apologies from the bottom of my small heart... to all my long lost friends who still wish me my long life... i would present to you mt sincere thanks to all... no all of you are thanked appropriately... let me begin my life as a 18 yr old fresh... enjoy the images taken on my sister birthday for three occasions...
1 November - birthday nurul zahirah aizet
3 November - birthday mine!!!
5 November - anniversary of my parents...

sweet sweden

wee... its been long again since i blogged and i would like to say one thing... its a bumpy ride in school.. updates in the next post... well my sister just came back from her 15hr flight back from Sweden... she is home sick... but ofcoz... she didnt miss me... haha... well today is her birthday and i would like to wish her a very very joyous life ahead and get smarter k... this post is for you and the Swedish treats...

malacca AGAIN

this trip was seriously short... short to the extreme... well its just a class study trip... but for me its just another trip around my third home (first: pasir ris, second: Dover- Singapore polytechnic design studio, third: the whole of Malacca) basically because i go there around two to three times a year without fail.... so i guess this trip i go i not for the study part, more of the bonding part... i enjoyed the trip more or less... it was fun, exhausting, weird and one of a kind trip with my friends.... i mean seriously... it not every day you sleep at three in the morning to play the game of TRUTH... and seriously guys (the five of us including myself), whatever that is said there, hopefully it stays there... i trust you guys... well the trip is obviously fill with camhoring but i didn't take much picts... you guys know why... most of the places we went... i have already been there and done that... and the hotel/apartment everly resorts was quite nice... i must say... anw... check out the big kueh tart and the small bound feet shoes... most of my images are found in facebook... add me if you are still not my friend... tc...

break's over

i am back from this long long long break... lots of things had occurred and i shall begin with why i wasn't blogging for SO long... as you all know i haven't been blogging since before hari raya... basically because i am bz making up my house to be in perfect condition for the festive season... and since i am having school holidays, i am doing most of the work at home... plus people who come to my house will not see much of a difference except for those who is always in the house... i basically literally painted my already white house in in white... haha... useless u might think... but its the thing that make my current house look bright and a bit more spacious... and i would like to apologise to my friends whom i didn't manage to go hari raya celebrations with due to some unspeakable reasons... hopefully we will be able to meet next year... i will never forget you guys... and for my current id friends... i enjoyed the celebration although there are only nine of us... way lesser than last year... but at least the seven plus one of us is present... at least the YB (yang berhormat) or in English (the respected) i also wanna apologise to you guys that you guys didn't get to come to my house... sadly... again for the unspeakable reasons... the unthinkable actually happened to me... i feel like i am falling and breaking into pieces... this tragedy really hurts but you know no matter what happens, i will still love you for who you are and not what you do... i hope you understand that... for those whom i have told this problem to... keep it a secret... i will tell the word what it is when i am ready.... okey the sad part is done...wait for my trip with my friends and lecturers to Malacca in my next post... tc...

choose yr life

life is full of choices... i chose to live my life to the fullest every moment even when i am sad... probably that is why i had total breakdown that day... but now i am back up when my results proof that i ain't bad at all... it actually shows that i can do better... haha... living my life to the fullest i a fun job... i mean seriously... let me begin... with i went to victory (shop beside zam zam Singapore) that day with my dad and saw this long long long long queue... and my thoughts is my god... but as usual... we have supplier privilege...express queue... just order and get... and ours is actually made in a separate kitchen... people wait for half and hour to get an already made murtabak... i wait fifteen minutes for a murtabak made just for me... good or what... life is great... when you know how to choose yr friends... there are many many more occasions like this i am so lazy to quote but let me tell you... keep yr friends as close as your enemies... haha... speaking abt friends... remember i told you i met YASMIN on my first visit to geylang... guess what.. i gave MUNIRAH the shock of her life... on my second visit to geylang.. haha... SMALL WORLD SIOL ke perr muni... haha... anw i got my festive clothing alrd and i tell you even though i tell my parents i like those clothing... i shld tell you i have never like my baju kurong to be bought out of a shop... i don wanna see any toe family wear the same thing... malu seh... so i am gonna modify tha shirt and put a personal touch to it... make it mine... not bought out of that shop... haha... well anw muni i did enjoy my geylang trip... although it is hot and stuffy that day... tc...

care-full

design is kinda like sharpening your pencil with a knife... sharpen too much, it will break... too little, too blunt cannot use... this is xtracted almost precisely from the tag board by yoong shenq... i really think it is true... i mean... it applys to everything... including normal lives... there are always up and downs... but maybe i think in design we can control it better... but what we cant really control is people thoughts... that they think is what they think... if i think its gd then i guess there is nothing much to worry... but dear people who get to decide weather its is gd or nt... you may want to consider that hard work one go through just to make this thing that doesn't look good to you a possibility... i don't know... maybe its me... maybe its me... i just enjoy blaming myself... i don't know why... haha... tc...